Heyy guys, before i start off with what I intend to blog about, I'd like to say that... I finally got my own lappy. Like a brand new one instead of a second hand one from my dad. It's an ACER ASPIRE V5. It's an 11.6" ULTRABOOK with an i5 processor. Pretty small for my liking but the weight of it is perfect for students to carry around. At 1.4kg this ultrabook is almost the same as any other lappys out there. But what I dislike about it is the speaker. It's a little muffled. Anyway, with my own personal lappy, I can blog properly now :D yayyyyy. OK, Back to the title. Well since the start of this year, I've been feeling this IHM Moment. Basically it's the 'I HATE MYSELF' moment. Like one minute I can be perfectly happy, and the next moment I can just sit down there and stay quiet. All my friends have talked to me a few times already but I just can't seem to get back to my normal carefree self like last time. It's like everytime I see someone pretty, my self-esteem DROPS LIKE BAM! GROUND -1000000 or something. I can't even explain that feeling. It's freaking horrible. And I know i'm fat and ugly and hairy and whatever. Well today was a supposedly great day... Then Nicholas just had to ruin it. We were playing around and joking and everything. then he was like " I can't spell Ugly without u". I know he's just joking. It's just me being sensitive and stuff. But it really ruined my mood badly. Sighhh. Yupp so i was sad for I don't know how long. Hahaha. Anyway P2P this year is finally over. NEXT UPCOMING BIG THING. SAC :D!! When school reopens I can't wait for all the hardwork to be paid off :) heheheehehe. Okayokay, Insecurities sucks kay. Update soon. Till then, CIAO -Olivia.