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Just some stuff...
Friday, 16 May 2014, 21:00

Today was a really tiring day man... ( Yay for end of MYE?) what's there to hooray about anyway. O's are yet to be over. Had leadership training in the morning, followed by choir till 4.30, then dance till 6.30. 

Dance was so depressing today. They added new choreos to the dance. Not my style and also, i cant do it. I really don't believe i can. All of them are so slim it would be a tad bit easier. Feels so depressing... And i feel like a freaking burden over here. Horrible feeling :( sighhh sometimes i wonder why i signed up for this, but it would be a stupid decision to quit ya' know. Since i already put in so much effort for the start. Feeling like a useless piece of poop...dammit. What's worse is that I can't make it for like 1 and a half pract every week. That makes me the slowest amongst them + I'm not really a fast learner T-T SO BLOODY ANNOYING. Just wanna cry so badly arghabsianskabskansoqnalansisnsksnsjaoqbsduosnsn.


Thanks goodness to end of the day, went out with Erny for a catchup session/htht talk. Really love this girl hahaha she's so crazy and happy ❤️💕



heart to heart talk with her and I felt so much more comfortable. 


We talked about soooo many things and I found out about some stuff too. Which made me decide some things. I should probably forget about IT. I shouldn't even be thinking about it coz no hope ya' know? And also the girls out there are way prettier... hah.. SO YEA. Just that he's nice to everyone and you know the "niceness" is so insignificant? I reaaaaally shouldnt think about anything else. Hopefully i can get over it. 



With love, Olivya💌